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Wednesday, April 26, 2006 . 11:56 PM

Seriously, i don't understand why are there people disturbing my tagboard.
I mean, come to think of it, if they detest me soooo much, why do they even bother to come here and read about my daily happenings?
Fuck la. If they hate me so much why must they care so much? fucking asshole. just get out of here man.
[sorry for the intensive vulgarities. i just couldn't take it anymore.]
This few days has not been going on well for me.
I cough so bad till i vomitted. Sore throat still not cured. Voice still not back! *sigh*

Had Xtreme Venture first trial run. Somehow, things cocked up.
Well, that's always the problem with first trial run right?
I think my team members are super tired..
Hopefully the next trial run will be better. =)
XV2 committe, please rest well.

Thinking about my past, i feel like crying.
Friends whom i was soooo closed with, became enemies/strangers.
There's this group of friends they keep assuming that i'm busy. And they always meet without even telling me.
(More like i think they don't even want me to be present.) and yet they kept assuming.
The feeling of drifting away from friends hurts totally.
They claimed i changed and i threw old friends away. Come on, WTF? Ask yourself, have you ever put yourselves into my shoes? U keep ASSUMING that i'm busy that's why never call me out. But, did u ask? NO!
Forget it man, i shan't say much anymore. To u people, i'm just a stranger anyway.

Oh, and i went to meet one of my ex bf, WN on tuesday to pass him some stuffs.
Indeed, he changed alot. And if i were given a chance again, i think i would go back to him.
I regretted for not treating him well when we were together.
Those were the days.........

It's 12.14AM now, i better head to bed or else i'll be late again. [Oooo, i'm late everyday. lols.]

Don't say it when you DON'T even mean it. All along, i told myself it's impossible. But, u kept giving me false hope, kept leading me on. Now i know, what you said were all lies.
All the best to you and HER!

-Gladys-