Saturday, February 24, 2007 . 2:16 PM
Presenting....SIT CLUB Sports Department.
Anyways, i'm coping well with the demise of my granny.
The other day, we were packing her drawers and we came across so many things that grandma left behind.
I've learnt to treasure the people around me more.
And I've learnt how to stop liking people.
Me (and the family) must treasure my grandfather more than before.
We're asking him to retire and stay at home and rest or either do volunteer work or take up some senior citizens acitivities.
I guess my granny's death is like a wake up call for all of us.
I hope this will be a breakthrough for my brother and my parents to accept Christ.
I sincerely thank those people who came down for the wake and those who sent their condolences.
Leaving this world is part and parcel of life. Its just a matter of time.
So, i got to accept the fact that my granny has indeed left this world for a better place.
And i'm glad that she passed away peacefully.
Thanks for all your concern people. I'm fine! =)
1 paper down. Two more to go.
g-ladies spoke
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 . 5:52 PM
牵我的手 - 林义忠牵我的手 我的主啊
请你别离开我
这条路我还要走
我需要你来作伴
牵我的手 我的主啊
请你别离开我
有时我会怕
有时不知怎么走
有时好像听不到你声音
牵我的手
请你跟我作伴
给我的脚步又稳又定
走到你的门前
听到你声音跟我说：“进来，我孩子。”
This song is sang in Hokkein.
And this Hokkien Christian song is dedicated to my beloved Grandma who has gone home to Glory Land on 15th Feb.
I regretted not spending time with her when she was still alive.
I regretted not waking up early in the morning to accompany her to the market.
I regretted not following her to polyclinic for her regular check ups.
I regretted not eating her last cooked dinner.
There's soooo many things that i want to tell her.
But i guess, it's too late.
Things will NEVER be the same without her.
p/s: thanks for those who came down for the wake. And to those who sent ur condolences.
I guess i need time to get over the sudden death of my grandma.
Thanks for all your concern.
g-ladies spoke
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 . 2:10 PM
Maybe in the first place i shouldn't have stayed on.Friends turn away from you because they found new friends.
Friends start to lose trust in you just because of a stupid word.
And because of that, friends start to dislike you.
Life ain't great as it seems.
I've lost my direction in life.
I've lost that smile on my face.
g-ladies spoke
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 . 12:12 AM
I've finally realised how dumb, stupid, unwanted, useless and brainless i am.Thanks for waking me up!
Thanks to the guy who said: "Why study so hard when you won't even get good results?"
Come to think of it, what he said was true.
I've never hit my target of scoring A. I've never acheive what i want.
So, what's the point of studying so hard?
And yes, i truly admit that i'm a computer idiot!
I'm never good in doing things.
I'm not up to people's standard.
I create trouble. Whatever i do is never up to expectations.
And my attitude sucks!
I need time to be alone. Time to reflect on how dumb/stupid am i.
Nothing seems to be going right.
g-ladies spoke
Sunday, February 11, 2007 . 5:36 PM
Went chinatown last night with aunt, uncle and cousin.Goodness, we had a hard time squeezing our way out.
And everyone is pushing here and there. Some bloody fat ass aunty kept pushing us from behind and i got so angry that i pushed her back.
She kept starring at me. I ignored her and i pushed her back again.
WTH? Don't think i'm thin/boney you can do this ok?
And mind you, there is practically NO space to walk at all. Push also no use.
It's people like her that spoils the mood.
After squeezing out one of the lanes, we gave up!
Wanted to eat the porridge at Maxwell but was toooooooo crowded.
So, we had frog leg porridge instead near people's park complex.
And we waited for about 1/2 an hr for our food to arrive.
Till now, i don't even have the Chinese New Year feeling.
Oh wells, at least the pussywillow in my house helps abit.
There will be some lunch buffet this Wednesday with the school principle and director.
I wonder where will it be.
And yes, i will start mugging tonight.
g-ladies spoke
Friday, February 09, 2007 . 12:41 AM
Blogger is so troublesome now.Got to sign in using google account and i got to purposely create a google account just to sign in.
Oh wells.
Anyways, OOAD test was so-so.
Clumsy me, i went to delete the whole use case diagram. And i only realised at the last 5 mins before submission.
So, i handed in an incomplete work. How dumb can i get?
And it was C++ common test after lunch.
Initially, i had ONLY 1 error.
And being the "smart" me, i went to change the whole function and when i execute, it pop up 7 errors!! HOW GREAT?
Debug and debug and debug. Couldn't debug the
I felt soooo pissed that i gave up!
C++ project presentation next.
Jas and myself explained to the lecturer that we tried out best to debug our program.
And so, Mr Chew gave us a few questions to answer and asked us to hand in our -not working- program.
I SO HOPE THERE WON'T BE ANYMORE C++ NEXT YEAR!
Okie, so, today is the last day of school.
I'm so gonna miss EI0510. (though im not close to the other half of the classmates)
Well, is not that i don't wanna be close/nice to them. (kl and yl: you 2 are NOT involve)Is just that we always try to be nice. But......it doesn't work. Oh wells. NVM!
I just hope i will get good classmates in year three.
And seriously, i'll miss the cliques - Suhui, Geraldine, Jasmine, Shuling, Dawn, Sunni, 159 khaki, Jerome, CHEE HONG, Tattoo and Marcus.
They are the ones that make my days in EI0510 memorable.
I'll definitely miss the days where we eat together in the canteen, doing silly things, laughing like nobody's business, skipping lectures, going toilet to cam-whore and the list goes on and on.......
Please, promise me one thing, KEEP IN CONTACT alright?
I'll miss you girls......Thanks for the days in poly.
Suhui and Geraldine!
Town after that with Shuling and Dawn.
I'm so dissapointed with the guys....We skipped lunch because we agreed to indulge in a big feast .
In the end, they put us aeroplane. *sigh*
Anyways, we lunch-ed at Heeren's Sakae.
Had student Buffet and i swear we ate hell loads. Especially Shuling and Myself.
The couple beside us kept looking over at our table because our table is filled with shushi plates.
We ordered alot at one go because their last order was 5.30pm.
Spent almost 2 hours in there eating and eating and eating NON-STOP.
I think i've gained about 5kg or maybe even more.
My all-time favourite!
We walked down to Far East after that to digest our food.
Decided to be cheapos once again.
And yes, i'll be heading back to my secondary school tomorrow to help out in Guides Orientation Camp
Ages since i last went back.
Somehow, i miss my guiding days. I miss wearing school uniform. Hah!
I've learnt my lesson. Speak only when necessary!
g-ladies spoke
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 . 10:52 PM
One test down.Two more to go.
Left with OOAD and
And it's exams after that.
And that means, my two years in poly will come to an end soon!
It's gonna be sad to leave my friends. BUT, year 3 got to go on.
I hope i get GOOD classmates in year 3.
And what's so special about Valentine's Day???
g-ladies spoke
Sunday, February 04, 2007 . 9:20 PM
Had church as usual.Was blowing my nose throughout service.
And baby Joshua is super cute. Especially when he plays the keyboard.
Just looking at him, made me smile! =)
After church, waited for aunt and the two brats. Headed down to Tampines together to do some CNY shopping.
And i tried on this top.
Almost everywhere is selling the same thing.
And i seriously can't stand shops that plays the Chinese New Year songs SOOOOOO loud.
We spent almost 3 hours at TM walking around.
-Oh, singapore just scored a goal-
Seng Siong after that.
Shopped for goodies and sweets.
In the end, after spending soooo much time choosing the new year plant, my aunt decided not to buy.
So much for waiting.....
I love CNY!!! Cos CNY is the only time where all the markets open till late midnights.
And the atmosphere is like soooo fun! =)
Gosh, i got to wake up at 530AM tomorrow!!!!
Working at Marriot Hotel with Char1.
EAC Lab test on Tuesday. OOAD and C++ test on Thursday! Oh man, busy week!
Okie, i'm gonna study for EAC now and head to bed! (after the Thailand Vs Singapore match is over)
g-ladies spoke
Thursday, February 01, 2007 . 4:06 PM
I can truly understand why my girl friends around me says "never drink cold drinks when you're having your period."And today, i've learnt my lesson. Never drink coke when you're having mens.
My cramp was sooooooooooo x 789456412 bad that my tears rolled down.
And yes, it's the first time i'm having such TERRIBLE cramp!
At that time, i felt like i was dying and i swear the only thing i wanted to do was to just end my life.
I know it sounds stupid BUT it was damn pain ok?
Thanks to shuling and hongwee for being by my side. Thanks for accompanying me to the bus stop! =)
And i've no mood to continue studying for tmr's test. GREAT!
g-ladies spoke
