Thursday, May 11, 2006 . 6:43 PM
Finally, Xtreme Venture 2 has ended.(Xtreme Venturers: Our hardwork paid off! And i hereby say a BIG thank you to ALL the station masters who took their time off to help us. Thank you Soooo much.)
No more late night sleeps, no more last minute of handling proposals, no more editing of proposals, no more reaching home late. and sadly, no more S11. =(
I kinda miss all these moments.
From Camp Eagle to Orientation Planning to Xtreme Venture 2, i never regret being part of the SIT club. (maybe to certain issues; Yes)
But hey, i got to admit. the people in SIT club indeed made my live in poly more lively.
And i'm somehow kinda attached to the OGLs and a few excos.
Well, i'll definitely miss my busy schedule though.
So, one event down. Three more to go.
As the event gets closer, it made me realised something, that means the excos are leaving VERY soon.
Things are happening just too fast.
I hate this kinda situation. Its when u started to feel soooo close to the seniors, and all of a sudden they left. That's so saddening can?
I don't think i'll attend the SIT AGM. Its sad to see them bidding GoodBye!
Haha. I think i sounded emo.
But, come to think of it. Without the excos, I don't think our events will run smoothly.
Anyways, this few days, i wasn't in a very right mood.
I felt useless. I felt neglected. I felt that they don't even need me at all.
I felt as though i'm a stranger. I felt so weird. I felt left out.
I felt people out there are pretending to like me and the list goes on...
Things are changing~
Everyday, i forced that fake smile on my face.
I put on my smiling mask to school.
I controlled myself, telling myself not to break down.
I just felt soooooooo WRONG!
Now that everything is over, i can finally take a good rest.
coz i think i'm not needed.
And it's JB tomorrow. =)
You got new friends,
And forgot I was here.
Started hanging out with them
And then you disappeared.
I'm hurt, sad and disappointed. =(
-Gladys-
